Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Life is what happens when...

My goodness. What is going on? I was not sure if it was really real or not.

Let me share with you what had recently happened to me.

Positive. Pregnant??? What??? The thing has expired in 2003. Well, I didn't know that it actually expires but I somehow kept it with me. The result might not be accurate if it is expired, said the instruction. Well? I went to show it to my husband who was watching TV in the living room. I had him close his eyes while I put it in front of his face. His face melted. He was happy. I kind of doubted the whole thing anyway but my tummy keeps getting big. I started to feel nauseaus a week after I found out. It has been almost 7 years since I was pregnant last! I am slowly remembering there are foods that I can eat and cannot. Today I wanted to eat curry noodle so bad that I made it knowing it might not go well. Yes I had it with rice last night and was sick a little later. Man, I was so right. Gee.... what do I do???

According to the calender, I am due in the later part of May but I don't think so. I must be in June. Well, I found out that the OB here don't take me until I am 12wks pregnant in addition to the fact that the office was closed during UEA. WHAT?????

Please don't get me wrong. I am not saying I am not happy with the baby. I am just really surprised but thrilled to imagine the baby in my arms just one more time. In fact, I don't get pregnant very easily (went for the infertility treatment with the first one) so this baby was really meant to come.

I am just confused even now, 2weeks after finding out...

"Life is what happens when you are making other plans."

So true.